lost in praise, fighting for the light, praying for eyes to see the path,
watching for the Wonder to grab my hand,
passing by closed doors,
listening to the voice of reason, singing against the dark skies, searching for an understanding mind,
thinking what the future holds, grabbing onto you with both hands,
crying through misunderstanding,
breathing in new air, seeing the light grow stronger, reaching up for a higher love,
resting in peace,
knowing the truth,
loving the moment,
caring for only you.

i know i'm called to something greater than I am, greater than what i ever imagined possible. can i do it? i really don't know, but the fact remains that i must. In essence, it's what i am, who i am, who i was made to be. it almost seems painless right now, but my heart feels the anticipation of something greater, more fulfilling, a calling that is not for everyone, a mission made just for me. My heart isn't ready, my mind is still to fresh. My thoughts seem uncontroled and i feel... captivated.